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Discovery of a Continent…January 13 (Genesis 36 and 1 Chr.1:35-2:2

Yesterday I received the SWEETEST thing in my mailbox from a photographer in Asheville, North Carolina. I can’t believe I’ve never met this sweet family in person because we have so much in common and have kept up with each other for a couple of years now through photography—our hearts connected when we discovered we both had hearts for Africa. They not only have a heart for Africa…but also for the Lord and especially for children. I have a feeling they will one day be on our same journey but for now it’s amazing to see how the Lord is using them as foster parents. They blessed my soul yesterday when I got a package and found this inside…

Discovery of a Contenent: Foods, Flavors, and Inspiration from Africa
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You can get this at Starbucks–but I’m sure you can get it online as well. It’s amazing because it’s FULL of recipes that are favorites all over the continent! Even cooler—is that Samuelsson explains the history of the people with the food…looks like it’s time for the Young’s to stir up some Ethiopian cookin! I was so excited to see so many Ethiopian dishes—and this is going to be a treasure for us as I want to make Ethiopia a part of our lives for our child’s sake. And well…it’ll be really good for my stay-at-home mommy brain to branch out a bit, learn some history and to get my cook on.

THANK YOU COLLIE FAMILY FOR THIS GIFT! You made my day…and I’ll smile thinking of your precious family every time we whip up lentil stew with berbere (berbere is used to flavor Ethiopian stews and each Ethioian family has its own recipe for this universal seasoning…and thanks to the Collie’s and Samuelsson…we now have ours too!)

Today’s Reading: Genesis 36 and 1 Chr. 135-2:2

So today’s reading…was quick. A run through of the descendents of Esau. We needed a little break after all that drama though didn’t we?! BUT I did read a GREAT commentary…on EVEN this. Today’s reading is a rundown on the success of Esau and prosper of those who came after him. And while he and his people were growing in rule–they were also not following the Lord. This can be such a hard concept to grasp–and watch. But here we sit today–watching the success of Esau. It is said “children of the world have their all in hand and nothing in hope—while the children of God have their all in hope and nothing in hand”. We have to remember as believers–we were not made for THIS world. We just weren’t. I feel that EVERY day. And when you feel like you are different…no one gets you…things just aren’t what you thought they would be…hold fast the Lord—and remember…it is better to have Canaan in promise than Mount Seir in hand. Let us keep our eyes fixed on the race the Lord has called us to. I tell my friends all the time and I tell you today “do not look to the left or right–keep your eyes focused on the prize the Lord has set before you AND do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow has enough trouble of it’s own”. Esau. The Jone’s. The success of man here–is just here. Let us not become distracted from our calling by it. But the success of man living through the power of the Holy Spirit is forever. May you live through His power today!

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Charisa - January 13, 2010 - 9:38 am

Love the book! I will have to look that one up! Also look up Tsion’s Life! Great book! Ab really enjoyed showing me things about his life in it.

Charisa…trying her best to focus on Jesus…but sometimes I feel like I need the horse eye cover things so I can’t see to the left or the right!

april - January 13, 2010 - 11:11 am

that is awesome adn so sweet of them to get that for you! we are hoping to find some good ugandan recipes to make for when we bring home our little one!

Andrea - January 13, 2010 - 11:46 am

April–this book would have them! It’s features recipes from the WHOLE continent!!!

Dawn - January 13, 2010 - 6:21 pm

Loving the readings….and staying connected! ๐Ÿ™‚

Kim - January 13, 2010 - 7:47 pm

Ok girls, I’m reading along, but I was wondering which translation you guys are using, there are a lot of reading lists for different translations, and I was just curious if you all decided to use one particular one? If so can you let me know? I’m just now figuring out that you guys are discussing here! I love to study the Word with sisters in Christ!

Kim

Asher Collie - January 13, 2010 - 8:55 pm

Aww, you are so welcome! I think this dude is adopted too…I might be wrong. Did you see the other little thing that was in there? I forgot to wrap it so it might have gotten lost at the bottom of the package.
I CANNOT wait to meet you one day soon. I feel like I’ve known you for years. ๐Ÿ˜‰

admin - January 13, 2010 - 9:14 pm

ASHER! You have to tell me what I missed in that package! I’m so not beyond diggin’ through some trash to find a treasure! And I can’t stand the thought of tossin’ a treasure. You just tell me what this momma is lookin’ for and I’ll put on rubber gloves;)

admin - January 13, 2010 - 9:15 pm

And Kim—we all are reading different versions I’m sure. We didn’t pick one…I’m pack and forth between NIV and Living.

Transracial adoption…”there’s nothing about this face that isn’t MOM”

*Be sure to turn music down/off at the bottom of the page before watching. A great video on transracial adoption.

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april - January 12, 2010 - 1:42 pm

LOVE THIS! I will have to post this sometime!

Kim J - January 12, 2010 - 2:24 pm

Okay Andrea! Not that it is AT ALL about me or AT ALL about you but isn’t it nice to know at some point down this beautiful road we just might be a bit “cooler” in the eyes of our little ET’s babes! I’m good with that.

Andrea - January 12, 2010 - 3:11 pm

LOVED THIS too! This kid…he’s just precious isn’t he! And I have to say…I think he’s cooler because of it too. I LOVE the advice HE gave! VERY good and important to be around other families that LOOK like yours, other kids that look like him, and to have other kids in the neighborhood with diversity too. Great info here!

Rebecca - January 13, 2010 - 5:16 pm

I like this!

Tiffany - January 20, 2010 - 8:44 pm

Andrea, I have recently met your sister through our kids’ school and some other things we have in common. She directed me to your blog because we are also adopting from Ethiopia. We have three bio kids (girl, boy, girl) and are leaving to bring home our baby boy on February 5! Love this post…oh – if I could be like this mom when my precious baby is grown. Wow. Love your blog!

July 12-Genesis 32-35:27

We got a new chandelier over the holidays and FINALLY got it hung this weekend…and well, you have to do SOMETHING with the box…I used the chandelier box and an old carseat box that I was sure we could use one day—and now it’s officially been used as a pirate ship! Complete with a looking tower and a sail! And just for fun–I really need your opinion on what came in our original box—does our new chandelier need shades??? I could go either way…
011Richard said it makes him feel like we live in a gothic castle…and I disagree. I wanted something rustic, but I’m thinking without shades–maybe he’s right. OK–back to pirates—today’s reading is ANOTHER GREAT one…and the big question here–is what do you do when you face those bad pirates in your life? Or rather…when you hit trouble…what do you do?

GENESIS 32-35:27

Chapter 32
We start off the chapter with God’s grace–His sending angels to ENCOURAGE Jacob with His DIVINE PROTECTION. When you stay in God’s Word and in prayer–He will always equip you for what is ahead. Get that?! When God designs you for trials, He prepares you by great comforts. He sent angels to welcome Jacob, remind him he is on the right path AND that he will be with him on this journey. COMFORT. I’m sure that felt AMAZING to see angels…to be reminded the Lord is with Him. And Jacob would have this encounter to CLING to during the trials ahead…and in this reading friends—they are coming.

Immediately after this, Jacob sends word to Esau that he is coming. Jacob gets word that Esau got the message…and he’s making warlike preparations at his coming. At first, Jacob is filled with fear. BUT–remember the angels Jacob? Remember God speaking to you Jacob? And what does Jacob do in response???

TIMES OF FEAR = TIMES OF PRAYER

Yes–that’s right. Jacob hit his knees. And his prayer is a BEAUTIFUL model for how we should pray in moments of fear. He declares who the Lord is–reminds the Lord and himself of the Lord’s promises, humbles himself declaring his unworthyness and NEED for the Lord, confesses his fear and confidently claims the Lord’s promise. Good stuff Jacob. I love seeing Jacob walking with the Lord here!

Jacob then has a grand plan to send gifts in seperated groups in hopes to win Esau over with gifts…or at least soften his heart and keep him from wanting to kill Jacob. Then–we have what may seem in verses 24-32 just like a random story of a man coming to wrestle Jacob. I had to pull out some research and commentary help on this one. This man is actually an angel–and this is a nightlong wrestle struggle is an emblem of the true spirit of prayer. There is no act that requires more unceasing pushing, urging…non-ending holding than wrestling. Have you had a prayer need lately that you LONGED for? And have you tossed up a quick prayer for it and something about it just didn’t seem right…or fitting? God is showing us here how to pray. He wants us to be on our KNEES…when danger comes…to hit our knees before Him and WRESTLE our cause! He wants us to plead our case…declare His promises and STAND UP with power of the Holy Spirit and TRUST HIM in the morning! AMEN!?

And that…was just chapter 32! Aren’t you glad you are reading this year. The Word is so powerful isn’t it?!

Chapter 32

And what happend after all this wrestling? Esau finally sees Jacob–he runs to him, he embraces him, he kisses him…and they BOTH wept. Thank you Jesus! We are reminded of your power and your love! GOD HAS THE HEARTS OF ALL MEN AND CAN TURN AND CHANGE THEM HOW HE PLEASES! DID YOU READ THAT?! READ IT AGAIN! GOD HAS THE HEARTS OF ALLLLLLL MEN AND CAN TURN AND CHANGE THEM HOW HE PLEASES! Never underestimate the power of PRAYER!

And now get this: When a man’s ways please the Lord—He will make a way! He will make a way where even his enemies are at peace with him!

Finally in chapter 33, Jacob does not completely follow Esau. I’m sure this saddened Esau, but Jacob was being obedient to where the Lord was calling him to go. It was also wise of Jacob to not go with Esau and to be influenced by him and his rule. He resisted the temptation to be a pleaser and to go the easy route, and instead he was obedient to go where the Lord was calling him to go.

Chapter 34

This is our dramatic chapter of today’s reading. Just warning you if you haven’t read already. Dinah, Jacob and Leah’s daughter, decides her curiosity can wait no more. She just HAS to go into the other town and see what kind of clothes the other women wear…what they people do there…what it looks like…and even to be seen. It was unwise for her to go without protection to an unknown place. And sadly, she is seized and raped by Shechem (Hamor’s son). Shechem falls in love with Dinah and tells Hamor he wants her for his wife. So…ole Hamor takes off to make a deal with Jacob.

Hamor proposes they share their sons, daughters, land and livestock–and Jacob’s sons agree if everyone in the town will get circumcized. This was all part of their plot as they were already so angered by Dinah being taken advantage of. So…while they were all still healing from their circumcisions (ouch!)–Simeon and Levi hit the town up and slaughter all the men AND led their children and wives away as slaves. They were angered and wanted justice—only this wasn’t the way to get it. They let their anger overtake them…and they tried to hide behind it righteously by saying it was for a good cause. Let us never manipulate religion or “making things right” for our own desires. Oh that the Lord would give us soft hearts that will be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry…and also quick to forgive!

Chapter 35

Our story today ends with Jacob’s sadness and anger over Levi and Simeon’s sin. They must now leave–and Jacob asks all his people to cleanse themselves and get rid of their idols. Better late than never—but oh how I wish Jacob had called his family to this earlier. Don’t wait for problems to come up before you evaluate your home and have to make changes after something devestating happens. Ask the Lord now to bring more of Himself into your home NOW—and to show you what you need out. It amazed me how the Lord caused a terror of the Lord to fall on the people of the town so they could pass without harm. Again…the Lord can do anything to make a way even when their seems to be no way–and for Jacob at the time…he probably felt that they didn’t have a chance.

God speaks and tells them another one of His names on their journey EL-SHADDAI “God-Almighty”. I love this. I’m sure so many of their family were amazed that no one bothered them as they went through the town…and God let them in on a little more of Himself…El-Shaddai.

Lastly, we end on Rachel giving birth to her second son. And sadly, she is dying in labor. She gives him the name Ben-oni (son of my sorrow), which I’m sure she felt at the time. I know Jacob felt that too. But instead of giving the boy a name where he would always have to remember that his birth caused sorrow (I’m so thankful Jacob changed it!), he gave him the name Benjamin “son of my right hand”. So thankful with the Lord we also are given a new life and a new name!

XOXO,
Pirate Frank and Andrea

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Shannon - January 12, 2010 - 12:54 am

Andrea is it just me or are you a bit excited for the summer months to be upon us?Hee hee:)

Tracy - January 12, 2010 - 4:06 am

Thanks for posting todays lesson. We are studying “Fearless” by Max Lucado in our small group so your message today ties in perfectly:)

Charisa - January 12, 2010 - 6:34 am

love the little pirate! and yes, pirates have to be bad! LOL! understand that…I hate it when kids play shooting games…I’m the mom who says let’s love each other…how do you love each other when you are playing bad guys/good guys? reconciliation at the end maybe??
any insight on the wrestling with God? I just don’t get that all the way? how about you?

april - January 12, 2010 - 6:43 am

how adorable is the “bad pirates” box and sign! The pic of the little man in the hat is so adorable too!

Andrea Young - January 12, 2010 - 6:54 am

Charisa–I’m with you…I do NOT get the wrestling with God part of this story in today’s reading. I understand our prayers should be like wrestling as we plead…but I don’t get wrestling with God or that whole part of the story. Scratched my head on that one. Would love more insight if someone has some!

AND YEESSSSSSSS…we obviously need some outside time Shannon! Don’t you forget how EASY it is to send the kids outside where they play for HOURS on end. Now I’m being put to work inside doing things like…pirate ships:).

AND how does one get your 14 month old to wear a pirate hat AND an eye patch?! Can you say—candy corn left over from Halloween? Disgust I know…but it worked:)

Leigh - January 12, 2010 - 8:14 am

Love your new chandelier! I wouldn’t add shades but that’s just me! I like the rustic feel of it!

I feel like someone wrote a really good explination of the whole wrestling with God part of this reading but I can’t remember who it was…Beth Moore maybe? If I figure it out I will link it.

I also think it’s interesting that you hear people talk about how horrible today’s society is with all of the crazy things that go on then you open up the bible and see all this: Dinah getting rape and Levi and Simeon killing a whole people group and kidnapping the women and children to keep as slaves, and that’s just in 3 chapters. It’s just so clear that man has had a HUGE sin problem from the very beginning, once Adam and Eve ate the apple it was all over. Sin didn’t slowly creep in and just in the last 100 years exploded it has always been here and it has always been bad. It’s something has humans that we have to keep in check constantly, we have to be fully submerged in God’s love and constantly on our knees to even come close to overcoming it.

Amy @ Filled With Praise - January 12, 2010 - 10:33 am

LOVE the pirates…I am sure they are good pirates ๐Ÿ™‚ Love the chandelier.

On the readings…I just am overcome with the thoughts of how others say the Bible does not relate to today’s times…HELLO! It is all there…what happened then…happens now. Same sin, same ugliness, same curiosity…SAME GOD, SAME NEED FOR A SAVIOR. Thank you God for our Savior.
Blessings,
Amy

julie@Flitterbugs - January 12, 2010 - 11:39 am

Candy corn….good choice. TicTacs are my secret weapon! (And I go with white…no red/orange drizzle in all my Easter pics!) I was just blown away while reading last night. Again, and again and again, God uses such ignoble persons for His noble purposes. What a FAITHFUL, PATIENT God we serve! How does He keep His wrath at bay with generation after generation falling so far off of the ship. It also struck me how Abraham, issac and Jacob are continually setting up monuments, memorials to God, to remember His promises and faithfulness. How easily we forget the great wonders and answered prayers of the Lord!

JonesEthiopia - January 12, 2010 - 11:41 am

I love it without shades!

And the pirate ship looks like SOOO much fun!

kristi johnson - January 12, 2010 - 12:10 pm

oh, i love the pirate ship..my kids need one of those ๐Ÿ™‚ I need to start looking for some boxes around the house…kj

January 11 – Genesis 30:25 – 31:55

Genesis 20:25 – 31:55
Today’s reading continues with Jacob beginning to want to go back to his own land. TWENTY years he has been at Laban’s land working–slaving–for both of his daughters (14 years for the girls) and he’s about to work 6 more for his flock. Laban and Jacob make an agreement–Laban keeps the perfect sheep and goats and Jacob will take the spotted ones as well as the black sheep.

Deceivement continues in both parties. Laban has his sons take the spotted ones away and Jacob streaks the stronger sheep and goats with pealed branches—as a result becoming wealthy. I can imagine he had years to think about different things he could do…and even after all of this–the Lord is with him. How thankful I am that the Lord is with us even when we do not do what it right.

Finally, Jacob decides to make his break after 20 years of labor. And it isn’t hard for him to convince Rachel and Leah to go too. HOW SAD I thought that their father had reduced their rights to the foreign women. Laban has put his girls in a position to have to struggle with feeling value from their husband by marrying the same man, and now he doesn’t even bless them with rights as his daughters. Laban let his feelings toward Jacob effect his relationship with his daughters. It’s easy to think RIGHT NOW that it would be hard to have brokenness in my relationships with my own children as they are so little…but I am NOT above anything—and I must stay ever close to the Lord for my own heart’s sake, their heart’s sake and for our relationships to be healthy and sustained.

So…they all sneak out of town–but ole Rachel steals Laban’s idols—and when Laban realizes Jacob is gone with his girls he sets out in HOT pursuit after them. Although they had a 3 day headstart, 7 days later HOT Laban catches up. The day before he caught up the Lord warns Laban in a dream. A reminder—God can put a bridle in the mouth of the wicked to refrain them from malice. How thankful I am for this!!! God is OUR protector! He will see His people through so His will is furfilled! We have no fear…when the world seems to be against us…the Lord is ALWAYS on time and will step in when He needs to for our sake. AMEN!

The part of the story here that seems like “extra” is Rachel’s stealing the idols. Laban accuses Jacob of stealing them, but because Jacob didn’t know about his beloved Rachel’s actions–he tells Laban to search for them and he can kill the person who has stolen them. For me the story is just interesting having Rachel sit on them on her camel and uses her monthly cycle as a reason she can’t get up. BUT this was recorded for a reason. And I wondered if it was more for me and my feelings this morning. I realized my heart in some way WANTED Rachel to get caught. I wasn’t empathizing and part of my heart wished Laban had caught her and that Jacob would have been upset with her. This is recorded for a reason…but I wonder if it’s more for the reader than part of the story itself. Why does my heart want Rachel to get caught? Is it because I have felt so sorry for Leah? Is it because I want her to get caught for her wrong doing? Or would it just make for a more dramatic story? Yesterday at church, our pastor gave us 4 people to pray for…and the last was for people that are in trouble. These are the people I often do NOT pray for…I just don’t. I don’t pray for those in jail who have done wrong…I don’t NOT WANT to pray for them…I just don’t think about it. I pray often for justice–but I forget to pray for those who are the ones causing the injustice. THEY NEED OUR PRAYER! Rachel in this story is the one who really needed prayer. She was hiding sin and hurt…and she was confused about what she was owed. Much sin is justified by what the sinner is owed or what has been done to them. What a reminder this morning who I need to be praying for this morning!

Thank you for walking scripture with me another day. May your day be filled with the Holy Spirit’s guidance, may your heart be filled with unspeakable, unexplainable joy among whatever hardship you are facing, and may your mind be filled with creative spurts of engaging with your child/children so your relationships may be closer today.

XOXO,

Andrea

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april - January 11, 2010 - 8:36 am

First of all how cute are those pics! I love the little grocery cart! We love bananas in our household too! What a cute face the little guy made eating snow! I have a question, where did you get those Go, seek, love shirts? I LOVE them! have a great day!

admin - January 11, 2010 - 9:14 am

April–you can get those cutie pie t-shirts here: http://duboisadoption.com/t-shirt_fundraiser.html AND they now have sweatshirts too:)

Charisa - January 11, 2010 - 10:09 am

Good reading today..I also felt more compassionate toward Leah…maybe because I have also felt her unloved feelings…you are right …we do need to pray for the Rachels in our lives and think of why they do what they do..the insecurities behind it.

I had a very different thinking on Jacob’s with the sheep…always love how God does that! …My reading didn’t jump out that he was deliberating streaking the sheep…but that herdsmen believed vivid impressions at mating (the branch) would influence offspring…hmmmm….I will have to go in an research that…back to those old hebrew words!

LOVE diving into the Word with you!

admin - January 11, 2010 - 12:21 pm

Charisa…that makes complete sense! I think that sounds right and I remember reading something about that years ago. I need a shepherd expert right now;). I have a friend doing a study on shepherds so I need to ask her what book she is reading!

Amy @ Filled With Praise - January 11, 2010 - 3:26 pm

Love the pics of the kids in the store. So cute.

Paul’s parents were here this weekend, so we are going to makeup our missed reading tonight.
Blessings,
Amy

julie@Flitterbugs - January 11, 2010 - 3:50 pm

You are so right about the bananas….a home can never have too many! Hey….we like to put them on a popscicle stick, dip in melted chocolate and freeze…yummy! And, Evangeline also loves to take her cart to the store. More than once I have come home and discovered I (or she!) have bought something I had no idea about ๐Ÿ™‚ Praying for your approval letter!

Dawn - January 11, 2010 - 3:59 pm

Loving reading through with others ๐Ÿ™‚
Love your pic…..unfortunately with as many as we go shopping with…..we would cover the whole aisle with carts ๐Ÿ™‚ he he he he….so we don’t do that. We do take turns with the older ones pushing our usual (2 carts minimum) for our funsized family.

Heather - January 11, 2010 - 6:24 pm

More drama! Laban & Jacob have a horrible relationship. Jacob is afraid of confrontation it seems. He shows this over & over.

Raise your children on your knees – January 10 Reading: Genesis 28:6-30:24

Happy 10 day anniversary of reading through chronologically with me in 2010! 10 days…and how closer to the Lord do you already feel as you commited to read daily to know Him more?! Isn’t it amazing what the Lord does in your mind AND heart when you saturate them with His Holy Word? I have a confession to make. For the last 5 years of my mommyhood, my scripture reading has been scattered and noncommitted. I have justified it by saying “this just isn’t my season” and confessing to other mommies who agree that they don’t have time either…which has made me feel better. I watched a GREAT video this week by Colt McCoy the quarterback for the Texas Longhorns where he talked about our walks with the Lord. He said it best, “Your time is now.” There is no better time to grow closer to the Lord than now. Not 10 years from now when you are married and have a family. Not 5 years from now when all your kids are in school. Not when things are slower…and right now we’ll toss up “popcorn prayers”…but YOUR time is NOW. Can’t you hear Him calling? As I have committed to reading and LEARNING and being CHANGED this year through scripture–my mind is also prompted more to PRAY. As I see the Lord in His Word and HOW He works…I see the POWER of prayer. If I want to raise my family to KNOW Him, if I want to break the chains of the past, if I want to be transformed—then it won’t be through popcorn prayers or quick little verses of the day. It will be through MEETING daily WITH HIM. Studying and being DESPERATE for MORE of His Word…and talking to Him throughout the day…every day! I want to raise my children on my knees rather than through my own power and strength. And it will be on my knees that I can’t take the glory for…and in the end–I hope they see that it was NOTHING of me or Richard…but all through Him. AMEN.

And today’s reading–prompted me to say all that…to YOU. I don’t know who all is reading this. I know 5-6 people comment and 20 or so have told me they are reading along. But I see on my statcounter that 400 visitors come by daily to read. What in the WORLD do I have to say that 400 people would want to read? Absolutely nothing. Nothing. But what does the Holy Spirit have to say to your heart right now as you read? Everything. So as you open your Word to Genesis 28:6 and read to Genesis 30:24—here is my blessing to you…MAY YOU BE TRANSFORMED BY THE RENEWING OF YOUR MIND. MAY YOU HEAR THE HOLY SPIRIT SPEAK TO YOUR HEART. MAY HE GIVE YOU UNDERSTAND OF HIS WORD. MAY YOUR HEART BE DRAWN CLOSER TO YOUR SAVIOR TODAY.

Some things that REALLY stuck out to me today…
Genesis 28:15 – I love this verse and promise to Jacob from God – “I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go”…this is how the NIV states it. BUT…I love how the KJV and Living both have a translation that really grab my heart. King James has “Behold” and the Living says “Whats more, I am with you”. Basically, the Lord is telling Jacob first everything he will give him. Who wouldn’t want a lot of land, descendents to large to count and for all peoples to be blessed through your offspring? But the Lord adds to this “But what’s more is that I will be with you.” Does my heart long more for the Lord to be with me than ANYTHING else? Do I long more for the Lord’s plan that my own?

We found out this week that that the USCIS is taking longer than usual to get clearance back to families so they can adopt. So, our adoption could be put on hold if we don’t get clearance back before referral time. I wasn’t slacking my feet. I just didn’t know we should have sent it off sooner. I have two options. To get frustrated. OR to remember looking at that form on my desk all of November and December and sensing I had time to send it in. I have asked others to pray that the form will be back before referral because this is my heart’s desire. But I recognize that it may not be God’s. More than anything I want the Lord’s will. And I want the child the LORD has for us. And this may just be HIS way of perfectly matching us with our child. Honestly, if I hadn’t been doing this reading with all of you–I probably would have reacted differently to this news. But seeing how the Lord works over and over again in scripture—knowing that the Lord loves our baby and us—I know that this may be His perfect way of working in our adoption.

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